Flashback

Flashback

Blinding my sight

Flashback

It lights the night

Flashback

Pierces my heart

Flashback

Gives me a start

Flashback

Brings back the pain

Flashback

Befuddles my brain

Flashback

I start to fall

Flashback

Mistakes recalled

Flashback

A stumblng block

Flashback

Turns back the clock

Flashback

Truth revealed

Flashback

I need to heal

As a part of my healing journey I have been trying to be open to the hurts from my past.  I want to get past all of mistakes, all my poor choices and all the wrongs I have been holding in my heart.  It sounds like a good idea right?  Until the flashbacks start in my dreams.  Much like watching a bad movie.  And with each flash I feel the pain as if it was yesterday.  Needless to say, it makes for a sleepless night.  With each flash I feeel exposed.  With each flash I feel small.  With each flash I feel worthless.  With each flash I wish I had not let it go so long.  With each flash I pray for relief.  With each flash I shed more tears.  Time for the flashes to stop.  Time to let go of the past.  Time to heal.

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